Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Foolish intentions

I tried. I really did try to post every day. Yet there isn't a single post since I decided to accomplish this feet. I guess that is what happens when you intern 20 hrs a week, work a part-time job, and go to class full-time. There have been interesting development in my life and I am learning as I go along. Graduating is a scary thing. In just over a month, I will be a NYU alumnus and will have the loans to prove it. As far as what I want to do after I graduate, I am not entirely sure. I do know however, that I want to further my self-study of the world and of life through my writing. I want to go to Europe and Japan. I am hoping to work in the film industry, maybe in aqusitions and development. But then again, I wouldn't mind publicity or production. Who knows, I have my entire life ahead of me to figure all of this out. For now, I am going to keep living in the now. No time for past or future to distract me. But when that time does come, the time where the past three months sinks in and I am no longer a college student and need to find a real job, I am surely going to panic. Then blog, still panicing, in order to gain a better prospective.

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Self-publishing Vice

One of the vices of self-publishing is that you lose motivation to publish when you feel like no one is reading. That is what made it easy for me to skip out. That, and I felt my life was getting to emotional and I didn't want to over inform my readers. But, I miss my blog and the satisfaction of putting my thoughts and commentary into the blogosphere. So this is my official and unofficial warning to y'all. I'm back in action and my goal is to publish as much as possible even if I feel like the topics are toughy feely. This is my life and every thing that happens to me effects my writing. SO my adoring public .. you have been warned.